Time-Dependent

No narrative post lately. Oh yes, I have been occupied by things, some of them relatively unimportant, but still, I felt obliged to take care of it.

It also has been a long long time I haven’t look at the mirror, metonymically. And I have just realized how far I’ve grown up. Seeing from the way I proceed my tasks, looking from the steps I take in managing my emotions, and furthermore, judging from how I can accept the price of ignorance, which is happiness.

When you try to see the life from a very different angle, you will never look at the world as the same world you saw. In the matter of fact, I am kinda feeling lost. Is this it? What I’ve been thinking?

I am not really get used to let somethings in my possession go and fade away, which is stupid and silly, and the feelings, I admit it, remain. Pain, and just pain. But as I said, I consider the price of some ignorance.

The velocity is low, but I am moving. Frictions present, but I am going forward. What is the best way to heal yourself? Feel the pain, and heal. You learn to ride bicycle by riding it.

It is the matter of time. Everything will pass. Yeah, this is not a steady state condition. It is absolutely time-dependent.

from E2-502 with love

It is true. Pain will go, not as swiftly as it came, but it will.

And it is easier to share, even just a bit.

A little chitchat, a long girls talk, few sentences of confession.

And bunch of friends to make good melodies.

Proud of you all.

when book is my true passion….

what suits me more?

craved for books.

I fond of books~~~

and I will make my home also a home for my books!!

Wastewater Engineering — a must read

Transport Phenomena (Chinese version) — o yeah, my QE is coming soon

Environmental Engineering — heyyy, I work on it!!

One Fifth Avenue — the newest collection of my chicklits

Remember Me — funny

The Six Sacred Stones — great, but the story isn’t finished?? out of expectation

and now i want The Millennium Trilogy, but I haven’t got the perfect chemistry with the books, so I just wait.

mixed!! :D

Berhubung sedang not-really-in-the-mood untuk belajar, jadi cuit menulis saja deh. Kemarin, sewaktu turun dari lab (di lantai 5) untuk seminar (di gedung sebelah), pas cuit masuk lift yang penuh (dan muaaatt~~~ ), seorang teman (anak lokal) berkomentar, woa, you are so thin and small. Oh yes. Itu juga yang kadang-kadang membuat cuit berpikir. Bukannya tidak bersyukur atau gimana, tapi cuit tidak bisa melebar ke samping (bahasane ki lho hahahahah). Biar makan sebanyak apapun, berat cuit selalu kembali ke kondisi steady, 44-46 kg. Padahal pengen beranjak ke 48 kg.

Susah cari baju? Kadang-kadang. Kalo baju sih tidak terlalu masalah. Nyari celana ini yang susah. Panjang oke, tapi pinggang kebesaran, biasanya begitu. Pernah cuit beli celana dan ukurannya harus XS. Begitulah.

Yang kadang menjengkelkan cuit di lab adalah, sarung tangan. Karena berhubungan dengan bahan-bahan kimia, jangan sampai sarung tangan itu dilewatkan. Naaaahhh. Sarung tangan di lab itu adanya S dan M. Dulu malah adanya cuma M, dan ga nyaman pakenya (huiks~~~kegedean…). Beberapa bulan terakhir ini ada ukuran S, dan mending sih, meski tetep kegedean (hahahahhah~~~~). Perlu order ukuran XS kali ya~~~~

Eh ya, semalem tangan cuit pegelpegel mbalesi sekian banyak ucapan ulang tahun dari tementemen (friendsssss…..so happy to have you all love you to the maximum~~~). Entah berapa ratus . Dan ada yang mengucapkan selamat ulang tahun dengan embel embel doa, semoga oktaf suaranya semakin tinggi ya. Hahahahah~~~tau aja kalo cuit nggak bisa nyanyi dengan nada tinggi (ya iyalah…alto ya alto dong~~~).

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Today is November 2, 2009

I don’t really remember when the last time was I celebrate my birthday at home. Oh well, I lived in boarding school [which only allows its students to go back home once a month, at the second week], then lived in another city for college, and that makes a probability that the last time I celebrated my birthday at home was when I was 14. It was 9 years ago.

And that’s why I miss home so much this year. Correction, every single birthday I celebrated not at home. I thank God that I always have friends who care much to me, always be there to cheer me up in my special day.

And it’s me, a girl who is now 23 year old, still loves purple a lot, misses her home and family so much, acknowledges all of her friends who remember her birthday.

And to God, who gives her this wonderful life. Ever.

The Sun and The Moon

I’ve been listening to two singers lately. With a special reason that I don’t want to share.

The Sun

This singer is truly awesome. Not only singer, but also a great music writer. I like his name, which is a bit conservative, but deeply meaningful. His name means the rising of the sun. The appearance of hope.

He is, no other than, Katon Bagaskara.

The Moon

Often called as the pair of the sun, moon symbolizes beauty, and light in the darkness of no-sun state. This band possesses the other name of the moon. Visibly mellow, with distinguished voice of its vocalist. Beautiful songs, strike-to-the-point messages.

I present to you, La Luna.

Tempat Istimewa

Apa tempat yang paling istimewa menurutmu?

Tempat sampah. Dipenuhi dengan kertas kusut, makanan busuk, kondom bekas, muntahan bau, dan plastik sobek, tapi tetap diam dan tak pernah mengeluh.